slodki

Sat, 10 Jan 2009 17:24:19 GMT

i don't want to sound trite, posting about death on a blog. but this is something that deeply affected me. i think in terms of how long he's been gone, how long it was since i last saw him, when we last texted. in this digital age it's odd that texts hold such heavy weight. they are so impersonal, is it necccessary to keep a text asking if i want to go out for a beer. the odd part is the not knowing....

saw this last night

Thu, 09 Oct 2008 15:32:53 GMT

i also

because i had the flu

Fri, 03 Oct 2008 13:36:55 GMT

mangold is the german name for swiss chard

Mon, 29 Sep 2008 21:38:01 GMT

Fri, 26 Sep 2008 17:35:41 GMT

Sat, 20 Sep 2008 14:22:50 GMT

alone in new hampshire! should i move, loose instate tuition? gotta get out of this place

Sat, 13 Sep 2008 13:42:05 GMT

well i've had the rumblings in my stomach for some time. ran into old friends that still fit perfectly. music. driving. fun.

Wed, 06 Aug 2008 22:15:54 GMT

i gave a 14 year old my number last night?
ow! my ankle is sprained to shit
and my spine hurts because i slept on a deflated matress and my spine rubbed against a hard wood floor
i'm going to see rancid on saterday?
um!
i didn't get drunk for over a week and then i got super drunk last night
i want to see if i can abstain until at least my birthday....

Mon, 21 Jul 2008 17:29:21 GMT

i've been thinking about maybe wearing deodorant. which i can not spell.

Fri, 06 Jun 2008 17:37:13 GMT

i really want to get neck tattoos. i've been thining about it for years but it will never happen. i should just switch job fields.

Fri, 30 May 2008 18:26:11 GMT

i'm so frustrated with my job. it stresses me out and i can't concentrate and i hate everyone and their stupid self awareness. and jokes about memorial day. oh man i stole a ricksaw last night and crashed it

Fri, 08 Feb 2008 19:44:57 GMT

i didn't need your cliches in the form of petals, bitch

Sat, 26 Jan 2008 16:51:14 GMT

big fat hand rolled lumpy cigarettes

Wed, 09 Jan 2008 21:08:59 GMT

oh it feels lovely to stretch out my legs!

i'm happy, so what

Mon, 17 Dec 2007 22:42:17 GMT

i d made a dress out of fuzzy leopard print. it has hidden kangaroo pockets, little red buttons for the pockets. and it comes with a boy attached

one where i look cute

one where he looks cute

we made vegan gignerbread hauses

all

mine

Tue, 27 Nov 2007 17:29:56 GMT

i saw my first love last night. wierd.

Sun, 04 Nov 2007 15:42:09 GMT

Oh man, I went to another crazzzzy halloween party last night.
my friend broke edge!

Sat, 03 Nov 2007 19:27:38 GMT

Rock climbing is the most fun you can ever have. It is like driving at 150mph then deciding to do a wheelie in your car kind of fun.

Wed, 31 Oct 2007 13:55:12 GMT

AH! ITS HALLOWEEN! WICKED FUCKING AWESOME. Yeah, i'm going to a party that is gonna have scads of dry ice. I'm going to be the vegan police! ANDDDDDDD I have a date for it. So excited.

Sun, 28 Oct 2007 17:12:57 GMT

I find it interesting what people thing other people's motives are. Personally, I find it thrilling when I'm wrong. Sometimes i feel so sure i know why someone is acting the way that they are only to find out that there was another reason for it.

Thu, 25 Oct 2007 17:12:49 GMT

I'm in love with a ghost.
Every one i've ever been with i'm in love with what i thought you were and i still hold onto that. Everyone does-its human nature.
I've said it before and i'll say it again. THE LENGTHS THAT PEOPLE GO TO TO HURT ONE ANOTHER ASTOUNDS ME. My heart is literally palpatating. It hurts just to think about you and what you've done to me. Don't get me wrong i'm no matyr.
The post came today and it read; "Life is too short for petty miscommunication"
I don't see what is petty about 17 years of hell.
I'm glad i moved out when i did, and i did it to escape "petty misscommunication"
Another fucking holiday alone, when i do wish i wouldn't be.

Mon, 22 Oct 2007 01:29:45 GMT

I'm fucking pissed.
Man, i'm angry quite a bit.
Rage on/off, but seriously the lengths that people go to to hurt other people is freakishly astonishing.

other news, i got fucking drunk this weekend. after partying every day this summer i stopped drinking due to school. shit, i can not hold my fucking booze any more. i got shitty shitty shitfaced. I'm fucking glad too, drinking all the time is fucking lame.

for reasons such as:
-it will lead to me smoking obscene amounts of cigarettes
-having ridiculous sex
-which leads to me dating people who are terrible for me
-my body trying to die the next day
-fucking beer sweats
-costs alot of money
-inhibits true socialization
-stunts personal growth

says the girl with a "beers" tattoo. oh, shit i figured out what i wanna get for a tramp stamp. i am thinking of getting the hops and barley design from a pbr can.

also, the 5k went really fucking awesome! 27, 10 baby. so like 6.8 mph wished i had done better, i ate right before.

Thu, 20 Sep 2007 17:05:04 GMT

i'm running a 5k
i'm running a 5k
i'm running a 5k
i'm running a 5k
i'm running a 5k
i'm running a 5k
i'm running a 5k

Wed, 12 Sep 2007 23:51:06 GMT

i feel a need to fill this empty space.
suffice it to say, i am in keene with the flowers and education and etc.
show this weekend prov, style.
sean's dad hung up on me. i just want it to be over and maybe have some finaces.

Tue, 19 Jun 2007 21:58:28 GMT

rich kid